I WOKE UP DEVASTATED
Assalamualikum wbt.
Hello! Today Izz nak write down only about my thoughts about something that is playing around my dumb mind.💖
Enjoy.
People said we need meditation.💊For us, we do not need to.
Even if at our weakest point in life, we still do not need any remedies. 😁What is the point? I don't even know. People being egoistic.
I'm a manic sober
Don't mind my mood swings cause by next week you're gonna be wondering where my good mood went 😰
Sometimes I talk really fast
It's like the words are coming out of blast
Cause the thoughts are racing
And around the room I'm pacing
Days by days. I'm still here. Sometimes with endless thoughts. How it is going to be with my life. Izzah, what are you talking about?
Heart feeling like it wants to come out of my chest
Haven't gotten any rest
For some days🌳
Because of my own ways
Don't mind me
It's just the another side of me, the other side of me
My mood just can't be
Don't runaway, don't runaway
It's just the another side of me 😃
Sometimes, it just a very nice day to go through. Well-going I gonna say. But, when it comes to some rough days, surely it will be so hard for us. Path by path. Which direction? I don't want to mention. To whom I am going to ask? But how about those tasks? Lord,
I didn't mean to scream
But sometimes I just feel mean😔
People,
If you knew what it was like inside me head
You wouldn't be judging me, but instead
You would be trying to help me
But sometimes I know you don't agree
With the way I act
But for a fact😀
I have nothing to do with seeking attention. I don't even need your meditation. If that will cost a lot of solutions. I just wanna say,
It's the other side of me
Don't mind me😅
It's just the another side of me, the very different side of me
My mood just can't be
It's just the my other side of myself.
Tonight's writing will be simple yet it says what my mind does. Hoping to get a peaceful sleep after these tiring nights. Suffering, sickening, losing myself. Have a nice day.💓
Love,
Moonpie.
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